Saturday, 23 July 2011

A 1000 Apologies.


What must you think of me?

I promised that I would update regularly with a view to sharing snippets from the written elements of that kiss. Sorry.

However, something did happen last month which has made things much clearer in my mind and subsequently be able to publish part of my dialogue from the closing presentation.

Last month, I was kissed. (I know!)

More so, I returned his kiss with everything...with passion, desire, intensity, heat, flavour, more desire, tenderness, regard, acceptance and abandonment. Every part of me wanted to be kissed with any amount of the above in varied and multiple ways.

And although the kissing has long gone so much still remains. A ripple of energy, even after this time, can still be felt if I close my eyes and breathe in the remembered sensations.

Oh, to be kissed like this every day.

And now to share words about Digital-kiss.

"Kissing is an intimate act and because of what it represents one literally cannot buy a kiss in its entirety, just the physical act as I have discovered. Neither can one purchase desire because even that has to be shared to have any value and if it is shared then its value is both priceless and inconsequential. All that can actually be purchased is opportunity.

Within Digital-Kiss I chose the moment of opportunity, defined it, expected it, arranged its significance, but was not able to conjure desire at the same time. Desire is born of something else altogether and has nothing to do with lack of kissing. And without "desire" the act for me was incomplete although I had imbued it with substantial emotional and symbolic significance."

I hope this is enough to be going on with.
I shan't make any promises to return immediately...but I do promise to return.

Amanda.